It’s 5:31 in the morning and here I am still awake. I got off work like an hour and a half ago and all I can do right now is think of all the mistakes I’ve made. I don’t believe in “no regrets” or “forgive and forget”. I will always have regrets and I will always find ways to make sure they don’t happen again. Problem is, I’m really really bad at doing that. I talk about how it’ll change and all that bullshit, but no matter what I always find myself back at square one wondering where the hell I went wrong.
But I’m not giving up. That’s just a weakness that needs alot of improving. Overall, I’m not too shabby if I do say so myself. Besides all of that and being the complete knucklehead I am, I’m alright. I know I’ll get there, for my sake at least. One step at a time eh?